A new sense of power

the reason men always seem to want more

I’m in charge. I’m in control, I have the power.
There’s no me waiting to see what you’ll do. Because I know I’m in charge, I call the shots.

It’s a new tingly and thrilling sensation like I hardly ever felt before. It’s not a crush or love, I think...or is it? Whatever it is, the power is mine.
The feeling that in a way, I own you. That you wait for me, and not the other way around.
I love the feeling I do. But it scares me immensely.

I know I could crush you, but I really don’t want to, I really don’t.

However this sense of power does feel good…and it’s consuming.

I now understand not the why, but the how it came to be that men with power always seem to want more…