The downfall of memory..

I remember so vividly

I hold on to it, that memory

A good memory it is…like it was yesterday..

The problem: Holding on to it…to much..

I’ve got the tendency to hold on to memory’s to much,
to remember and thereby relive them to well,
to repeat one moment over and over again…

A good writer wrote about how one is able to freeze one moment in time forever, if one wants to freeze it badly enough…

and that’s a beautiful thing, but also a tricky thing…

I usually get sucked into a loop where I keep remembering that thing I really don’t want to forget. But me trying to hold on to that memory keeps me from making new ones…
It kinda takes me out of this world and in to the world that used to be…

The downfall of my vivid memory’s…but still, they’re so good…