Locked up
stuck…

I’m stuck.

I want to talk to somebody, but I can’t seem to get myself to do so.

Yesterday a good friend of mine asked about one of my entries, and I just changed the subject, very obviously. She pried a little, and still I wouldn’t talk about it.
It’s not that I really don\t want to…it’s just I don’t know.

I can’t get myself to talk about the things in my head. I’m afraid.

I’m afraid to sound silly, over emotional, not funny and way to touchy feely.

I’m afraid I’ll find out things I don’t want to find out.

I’m afraid people will tell me the truth.

So I shut down, lock up, I close my mind, I talk about other shit…

I’m stuck.

Thanks for asking though