I am alone..

but not for long…

… “See you Saturday” she said, riding off and slowly disappearing in the mist.

I looked around, it was cold outside, cold, dark and misty.
Not really my kind of night, not really a night to be out here. Here on this forsaken road, with little prairie type houses on each side.
It’s just so ridiculously quiet. It just doesn’t make sense.

I stopped walking and turned my head to the sky. Not even stars this evening, not even moonlight to guide me home safely.
I looked in front of me again.

I’m alone.
Just me, and the silent mist and darkness this evening brings.

I’m alone.

I reached inside my jacket and put in my earplugs.
I don’t want to be alone with silence…silence sucks ass, at least tonight it does, tonight I don’t need it. Tonight I need noise to surround me, noise to drown out the negativity in my head… Cause like I said, negativity today won’t faze me!

I reached for my mp3-player and turned it on.

Bo-rush popped into my ears. I couldn’t have heard a better song right now…” This is the time to hold the world within my hand…Letting know I’m hear, that I’ve got no fear. This is the time to rise above and make a stand, feel I’m getting near, as it all becomes clear…

And with that thought repeating itself through my head, with the sound of percussion, trumpets and other music inside my head, I hopped on home nothing next to dancing…

Music enlightens me, gives my happiness, joy and hope. It makes me believe that I do hold the world within my hands, That I can make a stand, That these tears will dry on their own, and That negativity today won’t faze me….

Music, my safe-haven….